{"id":822,"date":"2014-01-20T09:02:38","date_gmt":"2014-01-20T14:02:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.townehouse.net\/phoenix\/?p=822"},"modified":"2014-01-20T09:02:38","modified_gmt":"2014-01-20T14:02:38","slug":"definition-of-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/townehouse.net\/?p=822","title":{"rendered":"Definition of Self"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"line-height: 1.5em;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"823\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/townehouse.net\/?attachment_id=823\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired.jpg?fit=759%2C624&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"759,624\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"retired\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired.jpg?fit=759%2C624&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-823\" style=\"margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px;\" alt=\"Retired\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired-150x150.jpg?resize=150%2C150\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired.jpg?zoom=2&amp;resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/townehouse.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/retired.jpg?zoom=3&amp;resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>In an earlier <a title=\"Milestone\" href=\"http:\/\/www.townehouse.net\/phoenix\/milestone\/\" target=\"_blank\">blog post<\/a> I wrote of passing milestones in my life. I have now passed yet another milestone. Friday, January 17, 2014 was my last working day with the City of Cincinnati Police Department. I have been getting up and heading to work at various assignments and various locations within the Cincinnati Police Department for the past 42 \u00bd years, and now it is over. I am not sure how I feel about that. I am not one of those people who chased retirement like it was the Holy Grail. I never looked forward to the day I would retire and in fact approached it with some degree of dread. I have been asked, after announcing my intentions to retire, what I am going to do. The short answer is, I do not have a clue. That somewhat bothers me as I think I am supposed to have made \u201c<a title=\"To Retire Or Not To Retire. That Is The Question\" href=\"http:\/\/www.townehouse.net\/phoenix\/to-retire-or-not-to-rretire-that-is-the-question\/\" target=\"_blank\">retirement plans<\/a>\u201d. I did not.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Counting my time in the military, I have been a civil servant for 50 \u00bd years. That is all I have been, and that is all that I know. I have never held a full-time job in the private sector. I know not of that mysterious place. AS a retired person,, I am no longer sure what the definition of me is. As a full-time active duty member of the United States Navy for eight years, I was a sailor, and that defined me. As a member of the Cincinnati Police Department I was a Police Officer or Police Specialist or Police Sergeant for 25 years, and that defined me. As a member of the Cincinnati Police Department\u2019s Information Technology group I was a Network Administrator and a Certified Novell Engineer, and that also defined me. But now that has all changed. Now nothing defines me. Is \u201cretiree\u201d a definition of self?<\/p>\n<p>Do not get the point of this wrong. I am not whining about the lack of definition. In fact, I consider it a challenge. I am now seeking a new definition of self. Referring back to what I said earlier, I do not know what I am going to do, and therefore I do not know what the definition of me will be. I am not totally wandering aimlessly in a sea of uncertainty. I will review, revise, and begin working on the<a title=\"My Bucket List\" href=\"http:\/\/www.townehouse.net\/phoenix\/my-bucket-list\/\" target=\"_blank\"> bucket list.<\/a> I will pay more attention to my wife (something that I hope is not too little too late). I feel confident that with the extra time on my hands I will be putting more blog articles out there (did I hear someone moan?). I will begin immediately to begin Planning, Organizing, Staffing, Directing, Coordinating, Reporting, and Budgeting the rest of my life (that sounds familiar). So I am off to my new adventure as I seek to redefine myself once again.<\/p>\n<p>So now my first order of business is out of the way. \u00a0I have written this retirement article. \u00a0. . .now what? \u00a0I am open to suggestions, feel free to plunge right in and help me to figure this out. \u00a0So far I have had suggestions of running, walking, learning the guitar, taking up a hobby, writing a book, and doing nothing. \u00a0All (except running) are within the realm of possibilities.<\/p>\n<p>Those are my thoughts, what are yours?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In an earlier blog post I wrote of passing milestones in my life. I have now passed yet another milestone. 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